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Féj Hyacinthe

Life as your mind experiences it. My Gender transitie MtF

  • My Transitie surgery
    • Looking back 1 year,my SRS @ Chettawut and going to Berlin.
    • last days
      • Back home, Tired with a smile.
      • Last 15 ours, feelings in myself
      • Day 25 bleedings
      • Day 22 overwhelmed by awareness
      • Day 19 Letter of love
      • Day ? feeling lovely :)
      • Day 13 holiday feeling
      • Day 11 burning freedom
    • first days
      • Day 8 part-time job
      • Day 7 First time seeing
      • Day 6 slept badly
      • day 5 songtexts
      • Day 4 Crying birthday
      • Day 1-2-3 clinic
      • Day 0 Surgery +1
      • Ours -2 surgery
      • Day -1 swiff laxate
      • day -2 Enema…
      • Day -2.5 intake
      • Day -2.9 to enjoy
      • Day -3 tired
      • Day -4 Flying
      • Day -5 instead of -6.
      • The days of unreality, until the day of reality. My SRS operation.
    • I am in the beginning of myself in discovering my mind and body, I change into a whole for myself.
    • SRS choice. Whether Thailand or the Netherlands or….
  • The days of unreality, until the day of reality. My SRS operation.
  • My Transitie Blog
    • 2020
      • I, Can’t wait
      • My last post for this moment,
      • Emotions in a Box.
    • 2019 Q3 and Q4
      • Again, going to see myself.
      • Things to do.
      • Two days in Brussel
      • Daring to find myself in who i am.
      • Close to… dead, suïcide? Life
      • Searching? lovely?
      • What do i search,
      • A choice
      • Berlin und ich, 1
    • 2019 Q2
      • latest psychologies conversation vumc
      • I’m Coming Back
      • Berlin for a week, oder?
      • Survival strategy of the past
      • One limit in my body
      • To talk about.
      • A little bit of my thoughts
      • Enjoy a busy time :)
      • Berlin und …
      • What a lovely week
    • 2019 Q1
      • Easter, my first time?
      • Three months ago.
      • Back Dancing @ Kumulus
      • feeling my way
      • review of the last eighty days
      • last day @ schier
      • me @ schiermonnikoog
      • sick, better again :)
      • me :)
      • killing time
      • Café Van Wijck :)
      • Tired of doing less ?
      • Being or doing ?
      • two years ago :)
      • My world upside down :)
      • Am i going to fast?
    • 2018 Q4
      • What a crazy week :)
      • What a week :)
      • Against your max with work.
      • Freedom in yourself.
      • Fast going with a little bit of time to rest.
      • Feeling my inner self :)
      • Feeling who i am :)
      • Feeling myself :)
      • Feeling more :)
      • Feeling free :)
      • Feeling great :)
      • Going fast with a lot of things to grab on.
      • Naked on a bathroom floor.
      • 11th appointment VUmc 17-10-18
      • New necklace and looking out for tommorow.
    • 2018 Q3
      • Going to a movie u know u will cry.
      • Days of everything.
      • Questions and answers that change?
      • Whats life? whats diffrent from 4 years back?
      • How easy I live as a woman.
      • i hate Victor…
      • A time in which I live.
      • 7th and 8th appointment for laser treatment
      • Fair at work.
      • Thoughts about me in the coming time.
      • Busy days.
      • Just days that are so.
      • Summer and emotions for everything that happens around me.
      • I notice how natural that future is to me.
      • Being a woman is who you are.
      • A day of discovery
      • Where am I and where do I stand now.
      • I am in the beginning of myself in discovering my mind and body, I change into a whole for myself.
      • 10th appointment VUMC 04-07-18
    • 2018 Q2
      • Accepting who you are brings openness to myself that I life.
      • 4th, 5th and 6th appointment for laser treatment
      • Two years no contact with dad, how amazing to have this father daughter conversation.
      • Difficulties with men or just my estrogens that I have to deal with.
      • the realization of that as a woman
      • Wy did i need to be born as a boy.
      • Going crazy with all the thoughts in me.
      • Finding my way in my body and soul.
      • thanks, to help changing my voice.
      • Finally a swimming day with a swimsuit.
      • suicide and the story around it
      • How do I feel, after my first four months of hormones and the day I started dressing like a woman.
      • 9th appointment VUMC 18-04-18
      • The week that started with an unhappy feeling is exploring to be a better week already, halfway now.
      • Why mom……………………………………………………! And how do I tell this story to Dad
      • Pain to tell Dad that I am his daughter, when will I tell him.
    • 2018 Q1
      • 2nd and 3th appointment for laser treatment
      • SRS choice. Whether Thailand or the Netherlands or….
      • Story telling and tairs
      • How I used to experience sex or experience difficulties with it.
      • Weekend schiermonnikoog.
        • End of my weekend Schiermonnikoog
        • New, yes a new experience is this.
      • Experiences of my real self around my twenty-fifth year of life.
      • An open piece, craving chocolate …
      • Can I fall in love with a boy?
      • How the experience of recording myself. I can always see myself how I experienced this period with all emotions.
      • Feelings about experiencing puberty as a woman and the discovery of your body.
      • Yes you see it right, Féj started with a youtubevlog.
      • worthy of thanks
      • Application of my new gender and name has been submitted
      • 1st appointment for laser treatment
  • Starting
    • The day my symbol whas made in silver
    • the girl walking on a tree
    • Sense of something small outside your daily routine #1
    • The day i started with HRT 19-12-17
    • My voice end new appointment for HRT
    • 7th appointment VUMC 21-08-17
    • 6th appointment VUMC 17-06-17
    • 5th appointment VUMC 23-06-17
    • 4th appointment VUMC 22-05-17
    • 3th appointment VUMC 8-05-17
    • 2nd appointment VUMC 27-03-17
    • 1st appointment VUMC 24-01-17
    • First appointment Logopedie 10-10-16
    • The day i said i am a woman 01-08-16
    • Féj Hyacinthe
  • How is it with all my thoughts.

My Transitie surgery

Hier ga ik praten over mijn mogelijkheden voor mijn operatie.

SRS Sex reassignment surgery

FFS Facial feminization surgery

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  • My Transitie surgery
  • The days of unreality, until the day of reality. My SRS operation.
  • My Transitie Blog
  • Starting
  • How is it with all my thoughts.
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