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My Transitie surgery
Looking back 1 year,my SRS @ Chettawut and going to Berlin.
last days
Back home, Tired with a smile.
Last 15 ours, feelings in myself
Day 25 bleedings
Day 22 overwhelmed by awareness
Day 19 Letter of love
Day ? feeling lovely :)
Day 13 holiday feeling
Day 11 burning freedom
first days
Day 8 part-time job
Day 7 First time seeing
Day 6 slept badly
day 5 songtexts
Day 4 Crying birthday
Day 1-2-3 clinic
Day 0 Surgery +1
Ours -2 surgery
Day -1 swiff laxate
day -2 Enema…
Day -2.5 intake
Day -2.9 to enjoy
Day -3 tired
Day -4 Flying
Day -5 instead of -6.
The days of unreality, until the day of reality. My SRS operation.
I am in the beginning of myself in discovering my mind and body, I change into a whole for myself.
SRS choice. Whether Thailand or the Netherlands or….
The days of unreality, until the day of reality. My SRS operation.
My Transitie Blog
2020
I, Can’t wait
My last post for this moment,
Emotions in a Box.
2019 Q3 and Q4
Again, going to see myself.
Things to do.
Two days in Brussel
Daring to find myself in who i am.
Close to… dead, suïcide? Life
Searching? lovely?
What do i search,
A choice
Berlin und ich, 1
2019 Q2
latest psychologies conversation vumc
I’m Coming Back
Berlin for a week, oder?
Survival strategy of the past
One limit in my body
To talk about.
A little bit of my thoughts
Enjoy a busy time :)
Berlin und …
What a lovely week
2019 Q1
Easter, my first time?
Three months ago.
Back Dancing @ Kumulus
feeling my way
review of the last eighty days
last day @ schier
me @ schiermonnikoog
sick, better again :)
me :)
killing time
Café Van Wijck :)
Tired of doing less ?
Being or doing ?
two years ago :)
My world upside down :)
Am i going to fast?
2018 Q4
What a crazy week :)
What a week :)
Against your max with work.
Freedom in yourself.
Fast going with a little bit of time to rest.
Feeling my inner self :)
Feeling who i am :)
Feeling myself :)
Feeling more :)
Feeling free :)
Feeling great :)
Going fast with a lot of things to grab on.
Naked on a bathroom floor.
11th appointment VUmc 17-10-18
New necklace and looking out for tommorow.
2018 Q3
Going to a movie u know u will cry.
Days of everything.
Questions and answers that change?
Whats life? whats diffrent from 4 years back?
How easy I live as a woman.
i hate Victor…
A time in which I live.
7th and 8th appointment for laser treatment
Fair at work.
Thoughts about me in the coming time.
Busy days.
Just days that are so.
Summer and emotions for everything that happens around me.
I notice how natural that future is to me.
Being a woman is who you are.
A day of discovery
Where am I and where do I stand now.
I am in the beginning of myself in discovering my mind and body, I change into a whole for myself.
10th appointment VUMC 04-07-18
2018 Q2
Accepting who you are brings openness to myself that I life.
4th, 5th and 6th appointment for laser treatment
Two years no contact with dad, how amazing to have this father daughter conversation.
Difficulties with men or just my estrogens that I have to deal with.
the realization of that as a woman
Wy did i need to be born as a boy.
Going crazy with all the thoughts in me.
Finding my way in my body and soul.
thanks, to help changing my voice.
Finally a swimming day with a swimsuit.
suicide and the story around it
How do I feel, after my first four months of hormones and the day I started dressing like a woman.
9th appointment VUMC 18-04-18
The week that started with an unhappy feeling is exploring to be a better week already, halfway now.
Why mom……………………………………………………! And how do I tell this story to Dad
Pain to tell Dad that I am his daughter, when will I tell him.
2018 Q1
2nd and 3th appointment for laser treatment
SRS choice. Whether Thailand or the Netherlands or….
Story telling and tairs
How I used to experience sex or experience difficulties with it.
Weekend schiermonnikoog.
End of my weekend Schiermonnikoog
New, yes a new experience is this.
Experiences of my real self around my twenty-fifth year of life.
An open piece, craving chocolate …
Can I fall in love with a boy?
How the experience of recording myself. I can always see myself how I experienced this period with all emotions.
Feelings about experiencing puberty as a woman and the discovery of your body.
Yes you see it right, Féj started with a youtubevlog.
worthy of thanks
Application of my new gender and name has been submitted
1st appointment for laser treatment
Starting
The day my symbol whas made in silver
the girl walking on a tree
Sense of something small outside your daily routine #1
The day i started with HRT 19-12-17
My voice end new appointment for HRT
7th appointment VUMC 21-08-17
6th appointment VUMC 17-06-17
5th appointment VUMC 23-06-17
4th appointment VUMC 22-05-17
3th appointment VUMC 8-05-17
2nd appointment VUMC 27-03-17
1st appointment VUMC 24-01-17
First appointment Logopedie 10-10-16
The day i said i am a woman 01-08-16
Féj Hyacinthe
How is it with all my thoughts.
last days
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